Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Seeking? For Susan?

Diagnosed with breast cancer in late 10/10, I began a blog of my journey at http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/susankolarik .  Since all my tests are now clear, I decided to move to a different format to share my thoughts.  The title for my new blog came to me during my quiet time this morning.  It can be read several ways: seeking, for Susan (what my seeking is like); seeking for SUSAN (as in looking for me, my best self, what God wants me to be); SEEKING for Susan (where am I in my search? Where is God in His search to bring me closer to Him?  How am I looking for the presence and operation of God in my life?).  Semantics, perhaps, but it should cover a lot of ground.

When one has been diagnosed with a life-threatening condition, it immediately, definitely, totally changes one's perspective on life.  Any sense of invincibility, of being in control, is shaken.  Goals, relationships, attitudes--every part of life is analyzed anew.  The world looks different.  Come explore the new world with me!

No comments:

Post a Comment